爱能急吗?

呼,今天下午她竟把我带去她的家...哈哈...第一次去她的家,没想到酱大...
可惜没家人在...空虚也,哈哈...
过后她叫我留在家,她出去买午餐回来,我以为跟去的,怎知她不让我去...
我发现我不像男人了...怎么全都她做完??
过后买了食物回来,是secret recipe的蛋糕...
然后我把钱给她,她不要叻...不像话嘛...怎么酱的她??只好偷偷塞进她的钱包...好卑鄙哦!!
然后...她拿出了一分礼物
但不能轻易收下啊...推推拉拉后,还是敌不过她的真心,收下了... @@

她的出现...

哇噻...幸运女神出现了...
就在我最痛苦的时候...
祢突然出现了...哈哈...祢是化为人的神仙吗?
祢突然传讯息邀我出街...还打了muackx在其后,哈哈,为免太恐怖了吧...
昨天算是我们第一次两人一起出街吧,以前都是一班朋友一次出的.
哈,我想也想不到,这种事既然会出现在我身上...
她不但请了我吃麦当劳,还付了电影院的钱叻...
到底我是男的,还是她是??
这算是我人生第一次给女的包完吧...哈哈
我算是很幸运吧,被动的我,找到了主动的她...
虽然她是一直黏着我,感觉上不习惯,但心里可以算把以往的烦恼给抛开了...
一个正式结束!!一个正式开始...
过后她来我家,没想到她给我父亲第一次的印象这么好...
爸爸还当着她的面和我说,带这么漂亮的女孩回来小心老妈眼红...哇哈哈...
没想到会如此顺利...她和家人的接触蛮好的,后来还和我妹一起在妈房间看"宫",还硬拉着我上去陪她,但最终我还是在电脑前面和朋友聊天..哈哈,但她没露出一些生气的样子...这种感觉蛮好的...
虽然,我对她没什么感觉,因为她太美了,可说不是我心中的理想,心里只是把她当着我除去痛苦的良药,因为,我不是很喜欢美女,因为,这样会有许多男人追她,导致我心不舒服..可是生为美女的她并没有什么架子,她的表现恐怕会感动到我...
看完戏后她问能不能在我家过夜,哇劳,别酱子嘛,把我给吓倒了...但她表示有没有客人房,可我还是劝她回家好了,但她还是不愿意,我告诉她,要是她在我家过夜,她家人对我的印象就会扣分了,哈哈,她一听到就马上叫德士,这种女孩未免太可爱了吧!!!所以我自动自发的上车陪她回家,再自己回来,担心她嘛...没想到她给我二十块,叫我搞定...哇劳,我心她在打什么鬼注意,但我感觉到她是发自真心的...
今天我看她大概花了近百,虽然人家是千今小姐,但也不能这样嘛...
所以决定现在出去比须比她抢先一步付...
现在要出了,到底要看什么戏呢??伤脑筋...

糟糕!!

现在我发现公公一直咳到不停,咳到很辛苦...我再一次...哭了...
我到厨房倒了一杯水放在他身边,这可是我第一次真心真意为家人倒水...
看到他辛苦的样子,我真的不知可以为他做什么...
我很伤心,我不想做一个失去家人后才后悔的人...所以要做我能做的事,和眼前的事...
不能再想以往一样了,虽然我戒掉了打机的坏习惯,但我也要再发奋,读好书,不辜负家人,和令他们失望...

胃口?

刚刚勉强的吃下了婆婆买回来的汉包包,现在真在喝汤呢,扑充昨天的饥饿...
但,真不明白我,为什么昨天一天没吃到东西为什么没感到饿呢?反而吃下平时喜欢的汉包包想吐呢...现在也喝不下平时日爱的蘑菇汤...哎哟!振作点啦李名世!!!
突然发现爷爷的病情好象恶化了,每天都一直听倒他在咳嗽...
开始不能在想以前的激他了,必要开始顺服他...
我的家,家人,可说是美好的,我喜欢这个家...我爱每个人...不想失去他们...

绝

男人抛弃女人会留点旧情,女人抛弃男人啊,很绝情...
这句话都对吗?对吧...
哈哈,但我没抛弃你啊...
我真不明白,为什么男人的感情总是比女人深情呢?
想看看吧,女人总是埋怨男人的不是...但,说真的,那个男人不深情呢?身边的朋友,全部难道都不是这样吗??
坦白说,虽然说以前做的一切让你绝望,但我也没有害你或背叛啊...
总而言之,只要一想起你叫我找第二春,就会不禁落泪...
哈哈,但,感情久了,毕竟会想人家所说的会腻吗?
可能,你是这样吧...新鲜感...

进步了

Haih... deng... yesterday stil she mian...haha, but stil got few hour slping time... so good.XD
Now alone at home... haih, ji mo nai nai...haha
Wa, yesterday ony drink a cup of cha suit leh(teh ice) 3 meal also din eat, aiyo, no mood ma...
After i got phone chat with her...only know tat she won bother any more...
I ask her did the blog tat she write any thing or single sentence mean to me, but then she say no... how come?
Den i realy dono y she continue a new 1 so easily, i rather she r writing al my bad thing in tat blog...den maybe i won so BO SONG lo... Haha...
Yesterday night also go yam cah with my fren, al of them cal me to KIU her bak... wa, i don like to be so jin leh, watch movie also got la, love cant force d ma, and after the phone and those msn conversation, i knew tat she not belongs to any more, anymore... need to let go........................
She mean tat boy ony regret after wat they hav do... am i this kind of boy? erm... maybe, but wat i did izit wrong? did i do any thing bad thing like other tat u heard?
Nan guai, tat boy kam leng zai, haha... a normal girl also wont reject lar, maybe the type of the boy also wat i wan, tall tall, got a car can always drive out... haha, but now car useless, i go for car undang maybe bcoz of her, how can always wan gf sit taxi wo and want to fetch her out nxt time my self lol... but now this mission already pass to another boy tat already clear my own mission... unfortunately... haha

多疑还是多余?

I realy don understand... wat make u think until me so damn jin...
althu i do something regret u, but its for our good... i din try to harm u b4 right...
Y u think until me like those boy tat throw away gf until don even blink their eye...
Am i tat kind of boy?? did i strightly do tat?
Haih, but i got no chance to explain n not going to explain... so just write out to comfort my own...
u think me so until bad, is good for u, u can easy forget me in this kind of way...But i cant...
I was always here to wait u...for wat? But u think like this... Even think until i am those bad boy or play boy... did i mention not love u anymore after we BREAK?
u now r realy in good condition... realy make me envy...
u got a bad image on me and also got a new half... i think u wil cure n forget me vry soon...
remember i say we b fren? if i din even think tat we can together anymore i sure won offer to be fren... fren can make us more topic to talk or maybe feel not so stress on each other, and is good chance for us to start a new life agn...Haih...
did u realy realise y i put ur frenster profile as my feathur fren? coz wen i log in i can always c u in my home page n profile... and also my passwaord... i stupid until everything tat nit pass as same put ur DOB, i din evern try change ...for wat? i just try not to forget u...
i realy don understand y u think until like tat... think until i am just like a robot... y u like to think until i am another person?
am i giving this feel to u? i know it suck to let u know this kind of thing... its suck n rubish...
yesterday night after i saw u, i send i love u to u at night, maybe u wil think tat i am those bot tat after do something wrong n ony feel regret right... maybe i am too... haha...maybe now u wil feel fan wei on me after i send u the msg...
but nothing i can tel u anymore...maybe u start u hate me...
haha... so we must happy always now... realy hope tat u can realy happy v him... n hope tat he wont have any bad mind..lol jkjk...

祝福

Haha..after knew tat u guys c each other parents liao...
So, i realy wish both of u good luck la...
Haha, so sweet...
Really so envy this knid of love...
Maybe i din keep the chance properly wen i have it...Lol
Good Luck~

失眠之夜

Haha... how stupid am i....at 1st say put down u but cant...
But i did mention tat i wil kao bak u after my college... But...
u don wait me...
Haha, nan guai nan guai...u so leng lui now... Haha
Until can a boy tat i realy cant cant think it out get away u...
Haha, after u tel me tat u got bf n also 1 month already... i really...
Haih... too late... maybe now i wil let u think tat i dai sei right... sure...
Now my character realy very like jian jiao leh...
Like a movie... Put away my belove, but den after she gone ony regret...
Haha... actually from tat day i say make fren v u til now u stil vry deep deep in my heart, i say make fren, do i mean don love u?
I know after tat u try to make our relation bak, but i act like rejecting u... sry to make u heart pain maybe... Haha, but tat time i do tat just bcoz wan us to grow up and i had never try to forget u also...
Now, i always imagine wil u cme back to me? Haha, i think many people also wil imagine this kind of thing..
But i think tat boy realy more better than me, i realy cant think out any think than make us bak...
Haha, now wat can i do??
Wan u bak but i know i cant... So, like other people say... Cant get bak den wish the people u like good luck la sure... Haih, after i saw u in arvin car, i realy feel tat u already change... after tat the whole night i cant fall in sleep, walao, realy totaly cant fal in sleep the whole night not ony few hours, lay on bed try not to think, but cant...
Y?
N i realy dum dum.. Haha, now i am crying i know u hapy n xinfu now...
i realy cant imagine u wil change ur heart so fast la, n wen i ask u, u already started 1 month...
Suan ba.. Now, just let the road b straight, i wont make it curve any more...
Wish U~