我回来咯!!!

从日本刚回来的我感觉很累叻...
一路上去日本时,心中很烦因为一直想到你...
咳,但在车上一直回想的我,还是放下你吧,
可年明年得重新做人,认真读书...别再浪费宝贵的时间了...你走你的独木桥,我走我的阳光道.哈哈,肉麻!总之,希望日后我们俩都能实现自己的梦想吧!!甘芭跌~~

再见

真要去吉隆坡飞往日本的我,
原本打算在临走前,
和你说次"拜拜"!
但, 一当了朋友的我们,
你也不再像以前一样,
时常上网了...
哈,应该是得到了自由后,
被许多男孩约会去也不一定.><"
所以只能留言给你...再见!!

退后,说诉我们俩的爱情...

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
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我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

又不及格!T.T

这是我第三次考undang了,但是还不能及格...这次还死过上次,才对34而已.是不是我没有用心去读?可能是隔了太久了吧和上次,但我也不是很用心去读,可能是因为心事重重吧.希望能及格啦,现在的心情真是无法形容,真想你在我身边安慰我和陪我读叻.但这是不可能的了.

Memories

This might b the 1st photo i got from u

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-Memories

-MingSey

-ShuWei

Ending But Waiting

swt lo.. just now have write all but then suddenly the web page off liao.
haih.. nvm.. write again la so free..^^
in 9th DEC i have break up with my "laopo"
am i sad? sure, we have at least 1 years liao... i realy very very love her.
she actually is my 1st love la i think, the real one.. that time hope to value.
the 1st time i know her is in class la, ha.. that time she is a new student just drop down from a good class, so we begin our love in class..lol
but now wat i wan to say is the end liao.. haih...
last time she had mention to me and ask me whether can we be friend?
when i heard this i realy shock... aikz, that time realy dono wat to say. i am passive boy and realy don like to force some one for something, surely love la, a important thing that cant force...so when i heard it. i reply "ok la, ni xi huan la". that time maybe my sound abit sad and maybe she is pity in me so she say "just forget about it la, it just was joke" swt..
this kind of thing can be a joke d meh??
as she say b4. no feel den no feel
but maybe realy ma mu liao, because when we pakto realy like chirldren, not blaming some one, maybe we still smal, and i am a very childish boy...so she always say many thing like when i du qi with n cal her to go with boy den she wil say" ok la, u say d r" not d 1 i hope" nola"...
aikz, maybe i dono how to control love lo.. because 1st time ma.. haha
we always argue something that are not related with us d...
we have lost contact and din choi other for 1 week in holiday liao because of her maid, just a smal thing we lik to argue until like break d always.
i also a playfull boy, like to joke, when talk a joke with her sometime can be a spike.. haih.
When i at KL that time, she tell me that some problem is occur, i think it just like cancer,nothing in out look, but inside realy bad bad bad...
den she say we need time to adjust,but i know it wont take longer for us. and she need alot of freedom, i don think i tide her up very tide, i just care and do watever other bf do to thier gf ony ma..
so when i reach ipoh, she ask me whether can go out at night anot? i say where? maybe too late den cant. and she say going to people house stay over night and the location is going to Y2K. i realy swt that time, i realy dono y she become like this, go pub and even stay over night at people house.
so, i realy dono wat to do, at night, the whole night..i have think properly,
i send a long 6 pages msg to her and say that we just b friend that she wish...
maybe i am abit sensitive i admit, i think that go pub is realy bad, maybe i am the one who got problem..but i not going to say her or figure out wat hapen liao. because this kind of girl realy out of my heart i think...i realy don like this kind of girl, to me is a bad girl. to me!!
i always think that she is not like this geh, just influnce by friend.. so i try to pull her up. but i am stupid..ah ping is more important to her and powerful den u la lee ming sey. wake up la...hmm..cant say what also.. their house distance realy near until can walk.. and my house to her house realy far until...and also dono how many years friend liao, and i just ony 1+years with her ony la. what kind of power.
they always go out together la, go where also together, if 1 of them unisex, sure wil pakto...who r u then lee ming sey?? maybe just a doll this 1 years. where ever we go, a ping sure here, where ever they go, i am totaly out.. so? wat kind of bf is me? so i think i better give up, don wasting time...
maybe my parents also abit locked me up, don let me go here n there, so they always can go here n there together...
i watch 13 movie with her b4. ony 2 i was ony totaly with her. 1 if we ponteng school that day, and 1 is bishan(i force d) haih..
so i hope we are not going to hurt any one include our friend, so i quit.
maybe they can go even further more i dono...but now i writing, i am crying...maybe just a period...
hope can stop thinking...smile ^^

I realy love u laopo, but u realy change, and knew tat u wan single life, ok, i wil let u...T.T hope u have ur good future and a good husband that can c over u, not like me...haha

The 1st day

Ha.. this is the 1st day I play blogspot..@@
because too sian jor.. realy dono do wat...
erm.. now is 11-12-2006 10:31pm....
ha... so excited got my own blog liao...
ok lah... fell free or got something only write again la..